SMS: We need to end this...

I'm not the most confrontational, period. I try to avoid conflict verbally with people all the time, unless it’s planned and delayed. I'm one of those people that always have something to say as soon as the person leaves, but can't get it out on the spot. So breaking up, for me, is REALLY hard to do. Over the past week I've been contemplating whether or not to end things with a man that has his share of pros and cons. Thanks to some of you guys I've been able to look at my situation from different perspectives, and make my decision with real peace of mind. So I've decided to break things off with him and be single for a while. I thought about just using him for what he's good at, the goods, but really had a hard time forgetting about his feelings. And I'm not one to be led on so I didn't want to lead him on either; I'm not that kind of girl. But to get to the point of this blog…
It’s not the fact that I broke up with him, but that I broke up with him Britany spears style, through a text. Now I know that’s a little fucked up and I feel bad, but if you knew him and what he could do to a woman’s body then you would do the same. When I see him my knees start to get weak and other things start to activate… lol but I know yall know what I mean. Well, I hope you do… So I guess this is me justifying my actions…