Wasteful People...

I'm the nonjudgmental friend that most people need in their lives. I'm the caring, light hearted, and easy-going friend that just lets shit go and doesn't hold on to negativity. So with that said, why am I the friend that always gets put on the back burner? When I try to be a constant supporter and dependable, appreciation goes without sound. They use me then they dismiss me for flakier blameless people that let them down constantly. This isn't about one person at all, but about all the people I've been through in my lifetime. In my 19 years I've been able to hold on to 2 close friends that I can trust will always have my back. Since my family has never been the image of unconditional love I turn to my friends for that sense of security and have always given that same comfort in return. Maybe I'm too much of a giver, or I expect too much from the people I let in, but the outcome is always the same. I'm as forgettable as the girl that takes your coffee order everyday.
But I won't change the person I've become. I love the person I've become. There aren't too many people that can be as genuine and true a friend as I am....