I saw this on a number of sites and thought I'd speak my piece... Except I only have one thing to say. WHY THE FUCK WOULD HER FRIENDS SUGGEST SURGERY!!! The girl obviously had the right idea to leave her delusional boyfriend. But then she started listening to her friends... Nuff Said
Dear Mr. Almighty "D",
It's been 11 days since I've felt your goodness... You know that's too long. You know I've been waiting on your limitless love. Your sensuous touch. I know I've played my part in denying my thrust for you, but you've been hiding too. You know what you mean to me. You know what we've been through together. All those nights of unbeatable orgasmic experiences and steamy hazes, how could you deny those? How could you pretend like when you and I were intertwined that we didn't come alive. In between those seconds of breath all I can think about is what you do to me. How all I want is you inside of my being. I can't escape from you. No matter what task is in front of me I'm thinking about loving you the way I've been wanting too. I try to keep my mind on track and stay productive, but I can't. You have to be feeling this too. You have to be feeling deprived. You have to feel the same as I do. Your wanted, BAD. I can promise you that I'll do whatever it takes... I'm waiting on you.
P.S. You wont be disappointed...
Love,
SBEG
For the majority or my life my relationship with my parents has always been strained. I'm not going to put the blame solely on them, but I will say that they have always been the adults and I have always been the child... Now that I am older I have forced a relationship with my mother. Abandoning all the pain and anger she produced during my childhood. I learned that as an adult I may need her. Not as much as before, but I know that I do need her support. Through time she has learned from a few of her mistakes from the past, but will always miss the most important points. And I can live with that, so I just ignore her shortcomings because I know I have mine and try to create a bond based on more than false hopes. But when It comes to my father... He has and forever will be on my shit list. He simply doesn't acknowledge our blood relation and paternal bond that I thought a daughter is supposed to have with her father. When a man mentally abuses and berates a defenseless woman on a daily basis it is unacceptable, but when a man does that to a child it's... You get the point. When I look at my father I don't see a man that raised me, but a man that made my childhood an obstacle I had to overcome, for my sanity. Luckily, I made it through, but these days he and I are estranged. And until he can own up to his undeniable faults and approach me like an adult, then that's all we'll be. It's sad but true. I'm not as naive as I look...
Read more...I've always been the friend you could depend on. If a friend of mine didn't have money to eat or just hang out I'd help them out, no problem. So I figured things worked the same in return, at least with my best friend of nearly 10 years. I've had a surprise in the finance department and asked for a little help until payday which would be 4 days later. She told me it wouldn't be a problem, which I knew it wouldn't since she always has money in savings, because she doesn't have any bills. Now to my surprise it has been over a week since she has called or texted me. This wouldn't be a problem if she didn't usually call or text me everyday or call me every 3 days or so if I didn't call her back. I've called her maybe 3 or 4 during the week and haven't heard anything back... And my question to her is, "ARE YOU REALLY THAT LAME???" Now that I have fixed the problem myself, passed the day I told her I needed it by, I'm thinking she's being cut off until further notice...
Friends dropping like flies...
P.S. She just called me and apologized... Yea she's still on probation.
OK!!!!!!
I hate working in downtown Seattle!!! There's this crazy ass young man that is talking me to death about cornbread and being denied opportunity because he can't read well. Um... then he wrote on these post-its I gave him then on his arm in symbols and told me what each one meant. He then went on to tell me that he would have to come back and ask me what they meant, in case he forgot... Then he took the post-its and shoved them in his mouth after asking me if he should eat them so no one could read them. He also talked about fashion and making clothes in some abandoned building. I know he's not all the way there, so I shouldn't speak bad about him... BUT THIS SHIT IS FUNNY AS HELL!
I had an ok day... Things were good after I woke up to hit the gym. Only problem I had was my sister calling me at 1am to talk about some shit she might possibly need from me in the near or far future... Nuff said? This chick only calls me when she needs something or wants somebody to bitch at. And at this point in our relationship she doesn't have any business doing either. Now I love my sister but, we could never be friends. If we were friends on some weird parallel world and we weren't sisters... I would have cut the bitch off years ago but, since she's my sister I love her in a distant cautious way. So anyway I had stopped answering her phone calls weeks ago, after she further fucked up my laptop with her carelessness, but since it's my birthday I figured she'd wish me happy birthday. Wrong AS ALL HELL assumption, she was her normal self-centered self. So right now she's on my shit-list and the bitch ain't coming down for a minute, and not the kind you want to hold your breath to. Any who, a side from that it was an ok day. I'm glad I'm 19 and in debt at the moment but bills will be paid... lol Being an adult SUCKS!!!!! But I have the sweetest boyfriend ever and family and friends that care about me in the best of ways. So I guess I'm winning, right???
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Amy Winehouse was caught on tape yet again drugged out, but this time she was singing a children's song adding racist lyrics instead of the " head, shoulders, knees and toes" we all know. At this point I'm just about tired of her sob stories. She really needs to get her shit together and finish her next album, because right now that's about all she has to offer the world.
Never in my life did I think I would cross paths with a more dissatisfying discovery as I did 3 weeks ago. I have HEARD of men who refused to go down, but never a man who was afraid to touch it. The minute I discovered that this horrifying "condition" would affect me personally (sexually) I decided to get to the root of the problem... Mommy issues... We talked, talked, and talked some more. Unveiling his deepest darkest fears and regrets about his "mother"... Needless to say after hearing his woman hating baggage I wasn't too sure I wanted him near my funbox.
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