Recession Hurtin Like A Bitch

Where the hell I been!!??!?!?!? Clearly living life. I've been so busy living it that I forgot to record the shit right. Better late than never, right? Maybe not, but I'm back... Again. So I've found my calling, the medical field been screaming my name like a bitch, and I've answered. I'm enrolled in school full time and getting my application for nursing school in order. I've been working like a slave at Starbucks (hating every minute of it). I hate my job, but I've come to realize that it provides me the ability to be broke and not homeless. I've learned to pick my battles... I'm back on my weight loss journey, yet again. This time with a friend. So this seems to be IT.

I have lots to say but I don't have it in me to sit next to this urine drenched bum in the library. I'll be back on the G1.

Until next time...

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I'm Broke Bitch...

Why is it that when your down to your last dollar you run out of toilet paper? I remember back in the day (bottomless pit hotel days) I'd take some from work when a roll ran out. I know triflin, but I was needing to wipe my ass meanwhile they was shaving everybodies hours to keep their pockets heavy. So I kept my pockets heavy... smh... Lol. I love how when your broke bitches act like they can't relate? Damn those short term memory bitches.

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My New BFF, Lady "O"....

I've come to the realization that sex does NOT get old when you experience THE "O" on a regular basis. I don't mean some weak ass yelp and a slight tremble from within. I mean the kind or orgasm that has you calling for Jesus and inviting the devil to play at the same time. The kind of orgasm the makes you forget where you are and who your making love too because your mind is so cleared that you've achieved and exceeded the satisfaction of a man busting a big, hard nut. (Is that too graphic? Let me know... better yet, leave my blog.... NOW.) People would always tell me that seeing a man everyday, and laying down with him would get old and boring. Clearly they have never met Lady "O", because they are sadly mistaken. I'm only writing this because I had a visit with her last night and have decided she's my new BFF. That's all no big story just thought I'd tell y'all about my new best friend and hope that you find your own Lady "O" to befriend, because mine is OFF limits. I'm possessive with my friends...

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Merry Christmas!!!!!!

This is the first Christmas my boyfriend and I have shared together. And let me tell you its been a great one. I got two things I've wanted for months. *drum roll*.............

SHE GOT IT!!!
He got me the T-mobile G1 Google phone and...

This hand-crafted amber necklace I fell in love with at Pike Place Market a few months back while shopping. I love the necklace and I love my man even more for remembering something so small.

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Worst fucking day ever!!!!!!

My day started at 4am with a stiff neck and a race to work. My neck was fucking with me all day. I couldn't look to my left without pain on my face. Then while at work one of my baristas decides she wanted to act a fool ,talking to me like she forgot who was in charge. And to tell you the truth I wish I wasn't cause she would have been fucked up by now. But I can't... Gotta lead by example... lol That's funny. Then, My deodorant just decided to stopped working at 10am and left me panicking and "improvising"... Work was a bitch on top of that hoe not knowing her place. Everything was out of control and I couldn't seem to get in under control. Then my manager tells me my transfer to a different cafe didn't go through because he kept putting it off. Then my cell phone stopped working all together. Pissing me off further. THEN on my way home from work whining to my boyfriend about my shitty day, TWO BIRDS decided to SHIT ON ME!!!!
So, my day was HORRIBLE, but I'm ok. My boyfriend made me feel a whole lot better and now I have a smile on my face. Because I know that things could be worst... I could have been trampled to death by caffeine starved customers.

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I've Been Gone For Too Long

Where the hell have I been???
I've been gone for a minute, but I'm back.
Check for me...

Love,
SBEG

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Love Letter To The Almighty "D"

Dear Mr. Almighty "D",

It's been 11 days since I've felt your goodness... You know that's too long. You know I've been waiting on your limitless love. Your sensuous touch. I know I've played my part in denying my thrust for you, but you've been hiding too. You know what you mean to me. You know what we've been through together. All those nights of unbeatable orgasmic experiences and steamy hazes, how could you deny those? How could you pretend like when you and I were intertwined that we didn't come alive. In between those seconds of breath all I can think about is what you do to me. How all I want is you inside of my being. I can't escape from you. No matter what task is in front of me I'm thinking about loving you the way I've been wanting too. I try to keep my mind on track and stay productive, but I can't. You have to be feeling this too. You have to be feeling deprived. You have to feel the same as I do. Your wanted, BAD. I can promise you that I'll do whatever it takes... I'm waiting on you.

P.S. You wont be disappointed...

Love,
SBEG

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Random Musings

I’m tired of doing what you feel is correct
I’m tired of pretending to adapt to your way and trade of knowledge
I’m not rebelling I’m responding
To the acceptance of unified failure
To the acknowledgement of feared content
And easy breath with neon signs before personal thought

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Estranged

For the majority or my life my relationship with my parents has always been strained. I'm not going to put the blame solely on them, but I will say that they have always been the adults and I have always been the child... Now that I am older I have forced a relationship with my mother. Abandoning all the pain and anger she produced during my childhood. I learned that as an adult I may need her. Not as much as before, but I know that I do need her support. Through time she has learned from a few of her mistakes from the past, but will always miss the most important points. And I can live with that, so I just ignore her shortcomings because I know I have mine and try to create a bond based on more than false hopes. But when It comes to my father... He has and forever will be on my shit list. He simply doesn't acknowledge our blood relation and paternal bond that I thought a daughter is supposed to have with her father. When a man mentally abuses and berates a defenseless woman on a daily basis it is unacceptable, but when a man does that to a child it's... You get the point. When I look at my father I don't see a man that raised me, but a man that made my childhood an obstacle I had to overcome, for my sanity. Luckily, I made it through, but these days he and I are estranged. And until he can own up to his undeniable faults and approach me like an adult, then that's all we'll be. It's sad but true. I'm not as naive as I look...

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She's Gotta Have It

Did y'all know T-mobile is coming out with a touch screen that I believe is my future IPhone knock off? I'm on this like funk on a day laborer. Did I just say that... SMH I'm getting it...

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WWW.WETWHITEPUSSY.COM

NOT!!!

For the last four days I've seen this website in my address history log on my computer... My boyfriend has been patrolling this site continuously and it's starting to rub me the wrong way. Considering it's my computer and the fact that he told me that he just clicked on some email he received as junk mail. But then it hit me... The address wouldn't be in the address log unless he put it in himself. So this negro lied to me. Now, I don't have a problem with porn and my man watching it every now and then, but when it comes to him looking at pictures of the same women, WHITE WOMEN, repeatedly I take offense. PLUS has a user name... Am I tripping????

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Who's Gonna Save My Soul ~ Gnarls Barkley

I just saw this video for the first time a few minutes ago... And I have named this to be the best theatrical, musical, and entertaining video I have EVER seen.

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I Need A Fucking Vacay!

This week I'm pulling a double every day. I'm at my new job in the A.M. and the bottomless pit in the P.M.. I guess I didn't think this out to well, because last night I didn't get home and in bed until 12:30am and came to work at 4:45am the next morning. I was on time like a pro but I think I'm so tired that I actually think I'm well rested. Crazy right? Any who after this week I'm gonna need a vacation. *mentally checking my lent filled pockets* Only if I could afford it... Once again Adult Bills beats out Teenage Salary in the on going fight of my over drawn bank account. Shit is rough... I need a fucking sugar daddy. Fuck this love shit... SMH just joking! lol

Y'all know I love my Mandingo warrior

Until next time...
Gotta get back to training

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Are you really THAT lame???

I've always been the friend you could depend on. If a friend of mine didn't have money to eat or just hang out I'd help them out, no problem. So I figured things worked the same in return, at least with my best friend of nearly 10 years. I've had a surprise in the finance department and asked for a little help until payday which would be 4 days later. She told me it wouldn't be a problem, which I knew it wouldn't since she always has money in savings, because she doesn't have any bills. Now to my surprise it has been over a week since she has called or texted me. This wouldn't be a problem if she didn't usually call or text me everyday or call me every 3 days or so if I didn't call her back. I've called her maybe 3 or 4 during the week and haven't heard anything back... And my question to her is, "ARE YOU REALLY THAT LAME???" Now that I have fixed the problem myself, passed the day I told her I needed it by, I'm thinking she's being cut off until further notice...

Friends dropping like flies...

P.S. She just called me and apologized... Yea she's still on probation.

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I Got On Top, And I Didn't Fall Off

Hey Naive Readers!!!!!

I have good news! I've mastered riding the "D" In a previous post I asked for help on riding the "D" successfully in Riding The Magic Stick. Mandii Nichole of Robots Ate My Grandmother gave me a link that gave me the best visual and instructional help the web has to offer Sex Info 101. Seriously, the shit helped and my man is loving it. I wish y'all could see his face... Or maybe not but lets just say he was VERY VERY VERY pleased... lol

Ok that's all for now.
Until next time...

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