Missing A Friend... Does it get any easier?
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
They say people come in seasons and no one is guaranteed a lifetime pass into your life. That's all fine and dandy, but what happens when you know a season was cut short? How do you bounce back from that when you know that what you felt was right went horribly wrong, way too fast? You pretend that person doesn't exist. You make yourself believe that everything is perfect and that that person was just the extra icing on the cake. You sit back and constantly count the blessing in your life to reassure yourself that everything is alright, but it isn't. You feel like there's a void in your soul that you try to fill with other people. You try to turn someone else into that person that was deleted out of your life, but they always fall short. I know this sounds super dramatic and crazy poetic... lol But these are my feelings. Nothing less, nothing more.
I miss my friend and I guess that's the last I have to say about it...
6 comments:
so call her/him. The only thing that could possibly be hurt is your pride.
only if it was that simple...
its never that simple... never. The problem is that no one believes that guys and gals could make strong friendship over a short time and not want to fuck each other. It's sad but thats the way the world goes. Sometimes you have to chose between the person that you love and your friends... either way some one is getting hurt.
I feel you girl..My mom always tole be to pray it out..And be confident in what makes you happy, so if that means you gotta take a risk so be it..
Oh, love the blog by the way adding you to my blogroll..
@Suga HiL Thanks, I've added you too.
Hey there, Brown Eyes :). Girl, half of my doggone blog is related to missing an old friend so I definitely understand. I hope it does gets better, otherwise I'm in trouble :).
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